Chocolate Chip

I can just hope

2009-09-15T16:41:00.004+08:00

As time goes by I just wandered why all this always happens to me...why can't I get what I want..Everytime I set my goal it will turn our the other way..This is not what i dream off..I feel so useless now..given the appeal letter but theres no use...Its true what the phrase means that Its fated..you can't change what been written for you...so I just have to accept it with a open heart..but deep in side my heart I still regret it..

To my PARENTS and also my SIBLINGS..
I noe you ppl gonna hate and scold me for sure...that why i wrote this...

I'm sorry for what happen..I didn't mean to dissapoint or hurt you ppl...you guys have already support me from the very beginning and I did try my very best but luck is not on my side..I hope you ppl understand my situation..and support me in whatever I do..you ppl are my souls to keep me going..last but not least I'M REALI REALI REALI SORRY....

lame ppl

2009-09-15T13:42:00.004+08:00

I just couldn't believe what I heard..I just couldn't understand why there is such ppl who have this kind of thinking..That i want to follow what ever they have or be like them..if they don't want others to have what they have...might as well go n get something customized then.so that no one will have it den..I mean no harm to anybody..just expressing my feeling and anger here...

HAPPT BIRTHDAY!!!

2009-09-13T16:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY

TO MY CLOSE FREN

FIRDAUS ZAHRAN

wish you all the best n gd luck for your future and also best of luck...happy serving NS also....heheh

2009-09-11T16:08:00.000+08:00

weeeee......finally i get to meet all my darlingzz to iftar-ing together and also to have gathering for Firdaus Zahran with his hair b4 he serve the nation....Initially it was suppose to be with my poly mates BUT BUT BUT ........It turn out to MY ITE mates gathering i guess....but we still enjoy our day...........

dilemmma

2009-07-30T23:44:00.002+08:00

To make this clear to everyone who keep on asking me why am I still single though its been a yr plus that my last relationship ends..

Reason being:

I'm scared to move on to another relationship as I'm scared to fall for the wrong guy..Its not that I want to be like this forever..it's just that it's hard to find the right guy..that can reali accept me for who I am and accept who I mix ard with...so this are the main reason why im still single...so ppl hope yo guys understand my situation..........THANKIU

haizzzz...

2009-07-21T16:42:00.002+08:00

Haiz.....i just failed my Car TP last week....sian man....

~whooHooo

2009-06-27T15:29:00.006+08:00

wooh0ooo!!

Riya here!

Lina's account has been hacked!!

wuahuahuahua...

Ok, since i'm here to change her ~~old, pathetic and lame~~ blogskin, i decided to wipe off the amounting spider web here as well..

~fooo!

So, wat has Lina been up to??

Well, basically just slacking, slacking, and err... more slacking??

hahahahaha...

Tu kau tgu dia update sendiri lar ehk..

But wat i can say is her laptop is down at the moment.. Can't even On!! That's sad..

And all thanks to her cute girlfren, ME!!!!

wakakakaka..

Sorry lar babe, unintentional.. It just hang and went blank!

kwang kwang kwang..

Ok dat's all...

*peace*

A day in SCH

2009-04-26T22:47:00.001+08:00

Finally 1 week of sch has ended...hehe..for the whole week i attended only 2 classes which is on wed class i just enter for only 5 mins...pathetic...haha..but i real i enjoy the day in sch....

a day out to swim

2009-04-15T21:47:00.007+08:00

The day dat my timetable is done...like usual lah ehk....being the senior in making timetable..haha....but we end up in the same class...mampos tak blaja lag lah aku kali niii...hahah....ard4 pm we headed to Jurong East for a Swim...but sad to say the swinmming complex was closed for maintainance...SHIIT!!!! tot of going sengkang..but finally Zyma and Shaz realise that theres another Swimming complex in PIONEER...

AND AND AND.....................being the jakonz inside the train...this is what happens...

Good Friday

2009-04-12T00:09:00.004+08:00

Good Friday was spend with my poly frens as we plan to explore a very nice place..headed to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve, Bukit Batok Nature reserve with Shahid,Dan,Zyma,Shaz and Ash..den meet Zan and his fren Aqmal I tink at courts.Proceed to LIM CHU KANG..Meet Sham at Bishan petrol kiosk before we move on to our last destination..SIME RD!!! I reali enjoy spending my time with them...hehe...Can't wait for the next outing...hmmm..tap tak tau lag biler..haha

2009-04-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

Today I just failed my Traffic Police test for car and I got an Immediate failer as I strike the bloody irritating curb uh..sedih per tu part...Mum was like usual nag and nag n nag at me...PISSSSS OFFFFFF!!!!!

Random Post

I can't wait till fri....You noe I noe lah ehk...hehe

saboed by zyma on my birthday

2009-03-30T01:24:00.000+08:00

Plan to go out with Zyma to Vivo City wearing dress. As she told me it will be only the Two of us..While inside the us I saw zam call her and finally all her secrets are out and i was extremely shocked that i really kena sabo lah ehk ngan ni anak...Sungguh ku tak sangka..ku kena tipu rupenye... waduh Zymaaaa...paisey gue kau buat..hhaha..but its ok lah ehk...they get to see me wear dreessss.....

Specially THANKS to Zyma who plan everything..And THANK to everyone who turn up to celebrate My Special day with me...It's really an enjoyable day for mee....

22nd birthday

2009-03-28T00:09:00.010+08:00

My family held a small bdae celebration for my 22nd bdae at my home sweet home...and the theme is Orange and Black...Theres a few games n prizes to be won on the day...Nw I shall hand it over to the pix to describe how exciting the party is...thanx to MY FAMILY for organizing it...N THANX to Those who turn up...

Given by Mak Nga's Family

By Kak Lin's Family

The 2 teddy behind given by my Bestie(pendek)

and the Tigger by Firdaus Zahran

By Mak Bibah's Family

HUGO BOSS Perfume given by Kak Ijan and Wallet by Cik Da's family

Floral Fan by Mak Sam's Fam

BY Sis Fam

BY Riya n Boyfie

Henderson wave

2009-03-24T02:07:00.001+08:00

The Next following day..after a long tiring day at Sentosa...We three hooligans went trekking at Henderson Wave..With NOR and tak laen tak bukan si kecik ni SABARIAH..best geng...And and and we were chased by two monkeys..

Sentosa outing

2009-03-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

After so long for not entering sentosa...finally I manage to find a time and join my Poly mates...hehe...They went there to swim..which aku taknak swim sal aku mls...AND SUNGGUH THE TAK PERLU.....AKU KENA CAMPAK DLM LAUT...thanx to ZAM! haha..KK aku mls nak type panjang2...tgk lah sendiri ehk gbr2 yg ader...

2009-03-06T22:46:00.007+08:00

Meet Zaid ard 5.30 as we heading to sch to check the notice board for our FYP as they say it's been reshuffle.. And Zan invite us to join him chill out at town area..we make our theme for the day as a slacking theme..hehe..meet at Dhoby Ghaut den headed to CT Hall for our dinner at MAKANSUTRA...mahal geng...chill out at Esplanade Area till 6am n back to OUR Home Sweet Home..

2009-03-05T22:17:00.001+08:00

Went to Suntec City with Pendek as he wants to go to job career fair. den headed back to SCH as it was my weekly routine to see them play soccer..den celebrated DANIAL KHALID 19th BIRTHDAY!! which i bought the cake at polar..

At ard 2am..chill out with Zaid,Zam,Man n Epie under the void deck at tamp as zaid is sending his baby doll hm..at 4am we make a move..

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to DANIAL KHALID...

A day out With ITE mates

2009-03-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

A day with my ITE mates..meet Pendek late afternoon as he told me earlier that he work at 2 but end up it changes to 6..meet him to pick up some stuff ..accompany him to bedok as he have to pay some bill..We ate at LJS at bedok which make me really piss off coz theres no cheese that I wanted...mepek seyyyy...Ard 5 whille I hang out with Pendek..Naif called him to ask him something..Since I got to noe that Naif work at 10pm. I ask him to pick me up at Singapore Flyer where pendek works, n he really agree to it..

At ard 6.45 Naif arrived and we headed to Marina Barrage for a chill out..That place was a super duper quiet lah at night..Beh org sume tgk kan kiter like as if kiter ni couple..lebih2 lag biler aku tga pegang helmet n he help me carry my stuff..kecoh beb..spend the time with him till 8 plus den he sent me back home before headed off to work..

life n love

2009-02-18T02:25:00.002+08:00

You give me something
No one else can,
A reason to live.

If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you,
I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life,
I wont have to think twice on saying that
"I waited a lifetime to say I love you..."

I would give up everything for one moment with you,
for one moment is better than a life time of not knowing you..

It's hard to live alone,
its hard to choose someone to love,
but the hardest part of falling is to admit
that you have fallen in love with someone
you didn't mean to love from the start...

Love can touch just one time,
but it can last for a life time.

Life is only worth living once
you've found someone worth dying for.

It takes a life time to find someone,
but only a moment to fall in love.

When you finally find someone
who you want to spend the rest of your life with,
you want the rest of your life to start right away.

If You Get A Chance To See Him,
Your Heart Begins To Dance.
Your Life Revolves Around Him,
There's Nothing Like Romance.

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life is worth while,
so when you are lonely, remember this is true:
Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you.

Love you with all of my heart, body ,and soul.
You complete me. You make my life worth living.
To have known you and to have loved you has been the most beautiful dream.
I can only hope that I never wake up.

If living life would mean loving you
for the rest of my life,I would take the chance..

daily routine

2009-02-17T01:14:00.003+08:00

Today my daily routine cont as per normal..den meet del coz she wanna give me the shirt that she bought for me, riya n fyr at china...wooohooooo....thanx del..luv u many2..haha...cont to study and at ard 9.30 we went to our fav spot to chill..at ard 11.00 headed to YCK n poor Dan he lost his ez-link card..Its ok Dan i noe how you feel...coz I've been through it before..relax dude.

ok this is all for today...TATA...LUV U PPL MANY2

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

2009-02-08T02:30:00.000+08:00

Went out to study with Zyma and Shaz today at Bras Basah Mac. We plan to meet at 4pm at City Hall MRT..when abg Shaz kiter ni complain that 4pm is too late for him..den eventually we change the timing to 3pm instead, Me & Zyma plan not to call or msg Shaz coz we knew that we gonna be late..but when we were inside the train..shaz msg n tell us that he's still at J.E MRT..gerek beb..lag2 biler dier ckp yg dier bgn kol 2.30..touching per tu part..Then we headed to Bugis for our late lunch, at Tong Seng. The both ladies were like looking ard hoping not to bump into our ex's there..den Me n Zyma went to popular to buy some stationaries while Shaz waited for US at Mac. We spend abt 23bucks there..woohhhooo...that's why I hate going popular..Dan came at 7 pm..And Is tell me that aju dier blum basoh..n dier takde aju nak kuar? cian kan..haha...Sham came at 8pm and do his normal routine..disturbing ppl..haha....Left for esplanade at 9pm and meet another group of frenz there.kecoh geng..pasar mlm pon kalah uh..we realy have fun ..wif jokes n games reali make our day memoriable. Left hm at ard 11.30 with Zyma n Yat..coz we share the same cab..

Another Day Wif Poly Fwenz!

2009-02-07T02:24:00.005+08:00

Arghhh!!! finally my common test paper is over...n now I have to concentrate on my EXAMS!!!which is next weeekkkkk....OH TIDAKKKK..HAHA...damn stress man...haha...STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!

Singapore Flyer:

Instead of Playing Soccer..this is what they do:

Our Thursday evening routine:

Zyma N Mar

Ni lah akibatnye lau majok tak dpt maen bola
sampai tetdo

This pic is totally random taken while waiting for MR JAFAR...

Durin School Open House:
This is what gonna happen if the jakons meet each other..haha...Flight Simulator

Name jek ader lesen Kapal Terbang..
tap bwk huru hara..hahs

Si Zam MCM paham!

dri planet mane lah dak ni kuar..

Luqman!

Ni lag satu..nak step pay attention jek..

ok i shall stop here nw...till i update again..waahaha....don't miss me ppl...LUV ya!haha

Crazy meee!!

2009-01-07T16:35:00.011+08:00

Common Test results are already out..and guess what I fail my Power Electronic paper and I have two more pending paper.Which confirm chop chop I gonna fail oso..ahakz~ but they say the results nave not been moderated, but as for me even its been moderated I'm gonna fail for sure..hahaha...for what the point of waiting rite ppl??

Now I have to reali study hard to buck up with my studies so that i won't fail again..I'm sick and tired of failing. Staying for 3 1/2 yrs in sch is such a torture for me and oso my mum gonna slaughter me if she found out that I fail.Then I can join all the goats that have to be slaughter during Hari Raye Haji..hahaha...So ppl if u no longer see me updating my blog that means I'm no longer in this world I'm in the other world with all the goats making frenz with them..hahahaha....ok I better stop thiss crap.

30 Dec 2008
MCG Production Show..

This photo is only temporary will update more soon after been edited.

Ok I noe this post is random,but to those who wanna noe how i celebrated my 2009 countdown let me just let the pix do the explaination..if I were to explain everything in here, What I will get is a swollen finger..hahah

This photo is only temporary will update more soon after been edited.

So ppl I shall end my post here..will get back soon..and lastly I would like to say LOVE YOU PPL!!! TAKING CARE AND DON'T MISS ME YAW...ahakz~~

You've been TAGGED!!

2008-12-14T00:28:00.002+08:00

You've been TAGGED!!
Regulations of this quiz is:-People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by them.- Tag 5 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.- These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.- Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by: Riya!! haha..

Q:If you had 2 wishes, what will that be?

(1)To be blessed & successful in wateva i do..

(2)Found somenone that can take care n love me in the future

Q: Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?

HUH?? of course im real lah.haha

Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?

Sort of, but what happen ahead its already fated

Q: Would you change yourself for the person you love?

depends,i'll try to find someone that really like me the way i am 1st..haha

Q: Do you belief in Love?

Of cos, like duh!

Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

hmm...tricky ques..dunno leh..

Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?

Just keep it to myself lahh...just pray for his happiness....MCM PAHAM jek..takkan nak destroy org nye relationship kan..

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?

being nagged by my mum

Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?

yesh of course.....n i will keep on smiling without fails...nyehaha

Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?

yeah bebeh...

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?

Evryone around me... My family,cuzzie,frens and also my bros..wakakaka

Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?

Yeah...I'm going thru it rite nw..

Q: Are you happy with your life?

Extremely happy

Q: What type of friends do you like?

a fren that can tolerate my irritating and blurry behavior..and also someone thats nt a back stabber..i hate that you noe..!!

Q: What will you look at first when you first set eye on a girl/guy?

The smile!!! and the features of his face must be cute...muke nak step mane nye abg2 n mane nye macho kan leh relak blkang ais box rumah aku...nyehaha

Q: If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?

I will ask for a broke up and ask him to fuck off from my life...I've faced that situation b4 so thats wat i do..ADA PAHAM!

I'll tag: The ones close to me or the ones hu update frequently... =)

brothers birthday

2008-11-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY....JUST WANNA WISH MY BROS A HAPPY 21ST BDAE ONCE AGAIN...HOPE U GUYZ ARE HAPPY WITH THE SUPPRISE THAT WE MADE FOR YOU......

HAS 21st BIRTHDAY

191187

ASLAM 21ST BIRTHDAY

041187

Hari Raye Outing

2008-11-01T16:53:00.003+08:00

It's been so long that i last updated my blog...I guess all of u wanna noe more abt my Hari Raya outing rite...This year raye..i dont reali celebrate it as i already started sch..ok i shall not talk much...let the pic do the explanation...

2nd day of hari raye.family day

ok..This pic i took reali reminds me of someone.

look behind me.. dear cuzz u shud noe who rite..

Headed to JB for an open house..

Outing with the bros and the only sista..

hehe..love themlotz

The rest of the pic is with Khai..will update more as soon as i gt the pics..

That all Folks!!

Will be Back Soon!!

Peace!!

Sch life

2008-10-15T18:13:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i last update..

Its already been a week since sch started all the excitement turn out to be damn tiring moment for me as all my report and assignment are all piling up..haiz..lepas satu satu...hehe..but its fun though coz i can meet all my frenz and talk nonsense with them..hehe..

13 Oct 08

Theres this moment when i went for lunch with my buddys and OMG!! to my surprise theres this one particular gerl who wears exactly same attire as me..the jacket colour until the slippers are the same sey....wat the hell..hahaha...the only diff between us is the height actually...she damn tall and im damn short...lol

15 Oct 08

Sch was fine as usual..i reach sch damn freaking late la...i suppose to start my lab lesson at 9 when i actually reach at 10..hhaha...cool rite..thats what ppl call me little miss late..den class as per normal..den i saw this grp of ppl wearing nerdy uh..which i finally realise they are my frenz...everybody was staring and laughing at them...these are the photo that i manage to get...

cool rite??

can u wear that in poly??i salute them man.

I hate the whole generation of urs

2008-09-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

Just nw i accompany miza to rebond her hair..i feel sorry for her as not being able to pay back her money that i owe..end up she have to ask from her bro...thanx to hafidz and her irritating mum uh...janji tinggal janji jek...this is what i hate abt trusting someone who doesn't deserve any..I reali can't believe it sey..why must i suffer all this sey..i didn't do any harm to them..but why must i receive all this shit..I just want to move on with my life without contacting my former ex boy friend who is a big fucking bastard..only best cuzzie and my close frens who noe whats the reason for me contacting him..

When can i get the happiness that i've always wanted to.
When can i get rid of those fucking bastards from my life.
When will i find someone that can reali make me happy and give the love sincerely..

Sorry ppl!

2008-09-28T21:57:00.000+08:00

hey..sorie for the late update..my internet have been cut off due to certain reasons..it reali cause me so much trouble..sorry ppl..deeply apologies...

2008-09-07T23:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday when to Mak Biba's house to break fast with few of URSP-ians as we have something urgent to plan for nenek..A suprise again..yeah!!! You noe what happen if URPS-ian met each other rite?? kekecohan melanda n include some of kamal frenz.we had a great and sad day actually..hehehe...

luahan hati

2008-09-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

As time pass by..I just realise that in two mths time its been a year that i offically broke up with him..though its over between us..But all the sad n happy memories will always remains. I miss the days that we had together,the laughter and sorrows that we've shared, all the lame jokes that we've created, the way he pampered me,the way he talks to me on the fone. I admit that i just miss all those things though i have frenz n cuzzins to brighten up my day..i reali appreciate what they have done for me..

Being single is actually great as i get to noe more frenz, go out with whoever i want, talk to whoever i want, but somehw i will feel lonely. only silent tears that's been by companion throughout this mths..

Suratan Atau Kabetulan

Sesuatu yg tak disangka
sering kali mendatangi kita
Itukan suratan dalam kehidupan
Atau sekadar satu kebetulan

Kita asyik membicarakan
Persoalan hidup dan pilihan
Serta kejujuran semakin berkurang
Masih tiada bertemu jawapan

Walau kita dihadapkan dengan pelbagai pilihan
Mengapa sering terjadi pilihan tak menepati
Hingga amat menakutkan menghadapi masa depan
Seolah telah terhapus sebuah kehidupan yang kudus

boring sey

2008-09-03T23:54:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time that i've stay at home for the whole day..im bz with my stuff that makes me reach home very late..went out to sch when my parents are still asleep n reach home when they already went to bed...hmmmm...

Today i finally stay at home...that makes my mum happy i guess...coz she keep on smiling and creating jokes...susa tau nak npk mak aku senyum..hehe..

but i simply got bored siting at home..my mind are totally blank..i don't even know what to do...lau nak diikukan ati mmg ku nak kuar jek...Somehow when i look at my mum..i felt pity to her..coz she always tell me that she hardly see my face..she actually miss me..awwww...i feel so touch man when she say that..*winkz*

So i guess staying at home wouldn't that bad right..atleast i make my mum happy...hehehe...

outing

2008-09-01T00:15:00.001+08:00

Went to simei to meet my pri sch frenz n headed to bugis where i bump with kamal,andy n one of his frenz which i forgot what his name is actually..hehe...i followed them go ard bugis street where we bump into miza n anoi...

headed to zam-zam to have our dinner ..There is where all our merepekness starts..u shud noe wat i mean rite?

They actually rock my day man..

To: all muslims out dere..i just wanna wish Slamat Berpuase!

seribu kenangan

2008-08-30T02:06:00.002+08:00

Kenangan bersama kekal selamanya...

Sekali pun kau hilang di mata..

Sering aku merindu terkenang ku senyuman mu

Detik pertama bersemi nya cinta

Kian tiba penghujung waktu saling berlinangan pilu

Setia ku menyayangi tiada ku kesali

Walau kian hanya berteman seribu kenangan

Bagiku terlalu indah setiap detik bersama

Rela akhirnya ku terluka

Dari ku...hidup tampa kenal cintamu...

Terkenangku senyuman mu..

Detik pertama berseminya cinta..

Kian tiba penhujung waktu..

Saling berlinangan nan pilu

Setia ku menyayangi tiada ku kesali

Walau kian hanya berteman seribu kenangan

Bagiku terlalu indah setiap detik bersama

Rela akhirnya ku terluka

Dari ku...hidup tampa kenal cintamu...

Walau kian hanya berteman seribu kenangan

Bagiku terlalu indah setiap detik bersama

Rela akhirnya ku terluka Dari ku...hidup tampa kenal cintamu...

Hidup tampa kenal cintamu......

meeting a ghost

2008-08-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

As the clock strikes 7pm on 13 Aug 2008..my heart start pump like nobody's bussiness, my hand are shivering in cold and I can feel my blood flow through my body..It as if im going to a haunted house..but actually i was going to SSDC to take my Road Revision for my Traffic Police Test the next morning..Let me share why i feel dat way..its because that have to meeting someone that frm my past..he keep on calling and ask me to go with him to SSDC but somehw i keep giving him reason that i ended class abit late.

I keep on begging Joyce to accompany me to ssdc which she resist on going in the first place..when she know that he want to meet me..she did company me dere...thanx beb..hehe..

upon reaching there..he came to me n talk as per normal..but theres this point of time that he said something stupid abt the bike den out of no reason i simply answer him this way ' U pikir instructor tu BODOH mcm U' translated "you think the instructor is stupid like you" the moment of staring come to place but i act like i didn't say a word..hehe...i love it man..it somehow came out from my mouth just like that...hehehe...he's damn hyper on that particular day..but i just entertain him in sickening way..hehehe....if i can find someone that cam entertain him. I will ask that particular person to entertain himm..damn irritating

Den when going off time..he walk beside me.. and i was using my perfume..den he said 'bau wangi nye, pat sini ader hantu agaknye'translated" the fragrances smells nice, mayb there's a ghost ard here" he was refering to me..den i replied to him "mmg ader hantu pon", translated" ye there's a ghost ard hehe"to his stupidity he ask me who? den i said "the one thats walking beside me..hes the biggest ghost ever!. finally he shut the hell up..happy like hell sia..wohooo!

Oh no..

2008-08-08T17:11:00.004+08:00

August is the most stressful n tiring month for me as i have all the common tests, my TP and also my exam to go through..How i wish every thing is over by now so that i can have a good rest..

Its been a long time that i never meet my crazy cousins i reali miss them lotzz...biler nak lepak lagi ehk..maybe aft august aft all my exams are over..

TO MY DEAR CUZZIE....I REALI MISS YOU GUYS ALOTZ...

Our last outing

New blog layout

2008-08-06T02:19:00.000+08:00

Oiiiii! Aku finally dahbes buat blogskin untuk kau! Happy ke tk? Dah bole edit often? Kalau ni pun kau tk update slalu, mmg mintak kene side kick ajerr. *Kelakelakelakar kepe!*

Kalau ade pape yg kau tk puas hati, blg aku okay makcik!

Suddenly it feels so weird blogging this way. Melayu kepe... Nyehs! =)

Silent Tears

2008-07-27T22:44:00.001+08:00

26 April 2006 was the most happiest day of my life when finally i gt someone who can reali make my heart melt, happy whenever i c YOUR face, YOU are the one that i've been waiting for somene who i can share joy n tears together. YOU gave me the love that I've always wanted to but that happiness that i hope it will last turn out differently.

16 Nov 2007 the day that that YOU crushed my heart just like that.. just because YOU have somone elses behind my back.. i reali cant imagine that YOU did this to me..The promises that YOU made ..What YOU says on that day still clear in my mind. It hurt me deeply but i have no choice but to let YOU go." Dier lah satu2 nye lelaki yg aku kenalkan ngan family aku sebagai matair aku"

As day goes by.. I begin to get over YOU .I make myself bz with school work n hangout with fwenz n cuzzie..i guess im so lucky to have them by my side..i admit that being single is great as i can go anywhere i wanted n meet all my guys frenz as an when i want to..but somehw i do still miss YOU..though I've already move on. but whenever i heard any stories about YOU, receive a call from YOU i just cant resist it...i reali want to know abt YOU or hear Your voice eventhough it hurt me dat deep..

I just simply don't understand why YOU came back in my life, why must YOU call me every night to ask hows my life,why must YOU ask me out for a date even when YOU have someone elses. Why must YOU keep my photos when YOU can actually keep that MOTHER FUCKING BITCH photo.. Im so confused with my life nw..I just feel that im a total idiot..To cry for someone that don't even care about my feeling..Hope you get back whatever that YOU have done to me..Then You will realise..Hopefully..

I DO MISS YOU!!

eeeeee...benci nye aku

2008-05-24T01:38:00.000+08:00

EEEEEEE...benci nye aku tgk muke dak niii...

There's this one particular guy in my sch who i extremely hate to see his face...kerek nak mampos nye...eventhough he did nothing to me..and when i gt to noe that he's my classmate lag aku menyampah..beh dpt tau aku kena partner ngan satu dak lelaki melayu n secare tak langsung dier pon ader skali...arghhh!!! bingit nye aku....dah lah aku menyampah ngan muke dier..kena jad partner aku lag nii...waduhhh...i hate Tues nite classs....biler lah this sem nak abes..tak yah aku tgk muke dier lagg...

Im reali sorry

2008-05-24T01:05:00.000+08:00

We met long time ago..only begin to acknowledge each other on our ITE graduation day..when he approach me and talk to me..I was so suprise by then..but org dah bbl..lyn kan jelah ehk..

We get along very well..eventhough we just get to noe each other..N i reali have no idea how we get each other's contact.

Since den he started msging me,disturbing me n etc..but we did lost contact for almost a yr when i got attached to my ex n he's attached too..

Aft a yr has passed we contacted each other back..this time we r getting much more closer n enjoying each other's company...we never fail to keep each other entertain..

There's full of laughter n jokes going on..esp stupid jokes..

But as time goes by...he confessed to me dat he's attracted to me..bcause i never fail to make him laugh n make him happy...

Wat am i suppose to do...i admit that I reali enjoy he's company..but i only treat him like by best buddy nt more then that..

Now whenever i wanna meet him..i simply feel awkward..i just dont wanna give him hopes..What should i do? take a one step back or just meet him as per normal like we used to do?

Pls help me..im totally blank right nw..I just don't wanna loss him as a friend..

happy nye aku!!!

2008-05-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

FUHHHHH...The moment that I've been waiting for finally accomplish..I finally cut my hair....gerek seyyy...sejuk jek..Thankiu Mak...for giving me the permission to cut it..

BEFORE

AFTER

2008-05-10T00:22:00.000+08:00

A trip to SENTOSA were reali amazing, as i get to enter the most greatest place in SENTOSA..and that is FORT SILOSO. Its a much for me to enter that place each time i went to SENTOSA..eventhough the structures are all the same from last time..

I reali got shocked when i heard that Kak Ita have never entered there before..i salute u man..haha..

PS:look at the 3rd photo from bottom..i gt this experience which i wanna share..when i took this photo. fiqah was outside waiting for me..n she keep disturbing me n say BYE..BYE..nak tinggalkan aku lah tu..but out of a sudden i heard someone saying bye to me frm inside the place which i realise that i was the only one inside...scary sia....

hello hello hello

2008-04-30T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hello hello hello....its been a long time that u nvr update my blog..im quite bz with my assignment n also tired aft a long hrs of studying in sch..

Two week have past since my sch reopen aft a very long holiday..eventhough its quite tiring but im happy coz i can meet all my old frenz n also make new frenz...esp guys..haha...

The new intake in my schh fuiyoooooooo....punya lah ramai...nak jln pon susa..when its come to break time....all the canteens,koufu n mac donalds r all fully pack seyy....bingit jek...sigh~

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

2008-03-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

Wellll...we went to Swensen at Changi Airport to celebrate my 21 bdae..hehe..n i gt a free ice cream...yeahhh!!! This is the only pic that i have to share..

Advance bdae suprise

2008-03-29T17:30:00.000+08:00

On the 29th March 2008..one of my cuzz getting engaged..hehe..CONGRATS to ABG LI..hehe..On The day when i was at my aunt's house..while me,miza n anoi were chatting out of a sudden miza says to anoi.."eh kau nari tdo umah mak jah?" den anoi n me were stunned..coz wat i noe anoi told me that she wanna sleep at miza's house..or mayb miza got the wrong info i think..i just leave it lah kann...den i ask anoi to accompany me to PARKWAY PARADE coz i wanna buy a hair cream..when were we on our way...miza call anoi n ask where are we...i thought she wanna follow us lahhh...den anoi's fone ring again...den i heard anoi said " Kau dah ke blum??" den i ask anoi."Ape yg dah ke blum?" the only thing she reply "uh..takde pape" den i just keep quite lor...

At around 9 plus 10...i went hm with my mum n my bro's family..while im inside the cab..my sis in law fone rang..and shes like shock when she received the call..she said" ehk anoi?" After she hang up...she type a msg..n the best part abt my bro is...when he received a msg from my sis in law..he ask.."eh ayg msg abg uat per?" hahaha...lbt btol abg aku niii...but wat can i say ..it all runs in a blood...

When i was at hm...as a normal routine..i always check my email, friendster..den i heard someone knocking at the main door n playing with the bells..my mind was thinking who could be coming at thiz hr its already 11.25 pm..and the best part is my mum didnt even bother to open the door..haizzz! den i go to the main door..to check who was it..but the door peep hold were covered..arghhhh!! n when i open the doorrr....i was shock to death when i saw my cuzzzz n my sis family were standing right infront of the doorstep singing bdae song for meee...OMG in soo touched !!THANX GUYS.. this is the biggest suprise ever..for my whole entire life...lucky i dont have heart attack seyyy...hehe..their voice were supper damn loud eventhough its onli 4 ppl who sang..hehe...can u imagine that?? WHEN THE CLOCK STRIKE AT 12 MIDNIGHT THEY SANG AGAIN..but very softly..hehe...tkt bpk bising..hehe...Den they finally told mee...everybody noes abt this suprise...sedih sakkkk...but THANKIU ONCE AGAIN TO EVRYONE INVOLVE N PLANNED FOR THIS SUPRISE...GREATLY APPRECIATE IT LOTZ.

MY Bdae Cake..yummy!

BLOW THE CANDLE..plz

cake cutting session

my sis family n mee

This is the ppl who give me a suprise..Thanx veryone.

Amek kau..kena cabo ngan cake..n strawberry

lawa kan muke aku...padan muke..hehe..

Weirdness..

2008-03-29T15:29:00.000+08:00

how do i start ehk...lets see..

i was at miza's place when i received this msg frm eidrus that im invited to his chalet that falls on the nxt following day..n he told me that he ask one of our fwen to pick me uppp,n wen the guy already agreed to it...aru si pendek ni nak blg aku...tak tekejut aku dibuatnye...

Den the nxt day...i was out with miza n anoi to Tampines Interchange Pasar Mlm where miza bought her so called dress i think...cant remember..hehe..den i received a fone call from this particular no..n its start like tiz..

that guy: ehk! no kua baek siakkk...ader 1987 pat blkg dier..

Me: Sape sak nii...

That guy: eh2 kau niii...ni aku _ _ _ _ lahhh

Me: dri mane kau dpt no aku seyyy...

That guy: dri eidrus uhh

Me: ohh okey.

That guy: kau nak gi ke tak?

Me: sembrg uh..aku tak crewet..

That guy: kau btol2 uh nak gi ke tak

Me: iye aku gi..kenape?

That guy: k best..nanti aku amek kau..

Me: hmmm...ok den

~HANGUPPP~

while i was walking with anoi at tampines mall..which miza already went hm coz shes abit sick..i receive his call again...n he told me to meet him at pasir ris at 8..coz he have to pick azmi up 1st n i agreed to it...when its already 7.30...i don't noe wat happen to mee...my heart is like beating extremely fast..my hand r shivering seyy...ku rase cam nak alek jek seyyy.....coz i don't reali remember his face n i seldom talk to himmm...i donno lah ehk.. when he reach at the place where he suppose to meet me..he called me n say to meet him infront of the 7-11...den i goo..w/o even realising that hes right infront of me..ingat plak dier muke aku ehk...nvm..

when we reach there...azmi was waiting 4 us...to go to eidrus chalet.den we reach the chalet..n followed by yat n punk, we did enjoy talking craps n laughing at others n share ghost stories.i'm so happy to meet them back..its like a ITE BR reunion..with only half a squad..heheh...

ok this part is a bit weird lahh kan...of all the guy i've make frenz with..i fall for him..not fall actually..i just admires his looks..coz he quite cute actually..hehe...OMG! why am i telling u guys alll thiz...paiseyyyyy sak........kkk i better stop here...b4 i start to express everything out..wats that guy name..its onli 4 me to noe..n 4 u guys to find out...hehe..chioz

yeepeeee

2008-03-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

Yawwwww....everyone..welcome to my world..ok2 cut the crap...sorie if im being to hyper..but i just wanna express my excitedness coz my bdae is tiz sun...woohhooooo...i can't want the day to come..wats my age??..plz don't ask...my age n my attitude don't reali match actually..dats wat ppl say abt me lahh kan...lau org tak ckp mane lah kiter nak tau...kk i will stop here b4 my kemerepekkan melanda...LOTS OF LOVE..ahakz

LOVE:
NANA

SORRY

2008-03-26T15:29:00.000+08:00

hie...sorie ppl 4 nt updating my blog 4 the pass few weeks...i've been bz lately..n theres some prob that i have to settle with n also im too tired to blog..sorry 4 the inconvenience..i will get back as soon as i fwee...

sigh

2008-03-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

aiyyyooooooooo.....wat a boring day...hav to stay at hm the whole day...its so nt meee lor...the only thing dat i do..is chatting on msn...eating n sleeping...damn bored...sigh

IM TIRED!

2008-03-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

FUHHHH...its was a hot sunny day today...n i gt my bike ROAD REVISION @ 3.20 pm...the moment where the sun reali shine up bright....n can u imagine hws my skin colour gonna turn to..confemm lag itammmm....sedih seyyy...

The most saddest thing happen today was my U-turn damn sucks....hw am i gonna take my TP in aprilll...i reali need to buck up..haiz~

After 4 rounds of road practice...i make my way to bedok to meet Riya[i reali miss herrr sooo muchhh]..accompany her to buy covered shoe...n she bring all around bedok just to search for 1 shoe...kecoh uh ni anak...hehe...den after an hour of searching..she finally gt herself i shoe..yesh uh!!

Advance bdae present!

2008-03-11T17:52:00.000+08:00

Yeaaaaa....I gt my birthday 21th birthday present from my parents today...hehehe...happy nye i..THANKIU MOM n DAD...

i greatly appreciate it..eventhough my dad didnt tag along with us to bedok today..but the present do come from himm tooo..They bought for me a white gold

ring...~ahakz~

THANKIU VERY NICE FOR THE PRESENT!

After we bought the ring...me n my mum went to eat at KEDAI KOPI..where i finally gt myself a meee soto! haha..While we were eating theres this one pakcik who is drunk keep coming to my mum..n keep staring at her...which my mum feel uneasy n think of throwing the bowls to that pakciks face..haha...den we headed back hm..

When can i be happy

2008-03-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

Haiz....another stressful day of my life..went out wif anoi n kamal 2day to
bugis to take anoi's camera..coz miza cannot make it..so i have to replace
her..everything was fine until i received thiz fone call frm my mentor who call me n my mum n ask wat happen to me?..she want to meet me n my mum tomorrow..wat the hell sey..juz bcos i fail 2 module..she call my mum..den bcoz of that i have to stop my bike prac which i've been counting days to my TP..Y cant i juz be happy like others..y i always have a miserable life..i been pressurized n i need some space on my own..i need some freedom..i reali envy others that have such an understanding mother who noes wat they like n wat they dont..my mum is actually great..but sometimes she doesnt feel how i feel..n she dont agree to wat i like..having my own bike is wat i reali want..n its easier 4 me too having transport of my own..coz i was so into bike more than car...going 4 my bike prac having nothing got to do wif my studies..i always go whenever i end my class..Wat am i suppose to do nw?? how am i gonna tell my mum abt tiz? is she gonna understand me?? Please give me ans 4 tiz... :{

OMG!

2008-03-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! wat happen to me..i gt myself a 2nd makeover...thanx to miza n anoi 4 helping me with all the make up,clothes n etc..i reali can't imagine that im wearing that kind of clothes..its is so nt me sey...anoi did say that i dont look like my age after makeup...coz i reali look like a small kid...heheh...but i loike u noe...nyehhahahaha...

i'm forced to wear pink...

Dress??haha

Chicky me..hehe

Fake flowers?? oso can la..

Rise & shine

Chill yaWW!!!

nothing better to do..lol!

2008-03-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

Iam damn tired today..all thanx to my fwenz who drag me out..hmph!

We plan to meet at Toa Payoh as one of us plan to buy dress frm there as its quite cheap i can say..after going round n round, she finally gt a dress for herself...fuh~

As we were walking we spotted, that theres a few booth displaying item for Total Defence Day..hehe..so to our kponess....we join in the crowd and gt ourself some free brouches<---i have no idea how to spell tiz word..hope u understand...LOL! after browsing thru..we came out wif tiz stupid idea of goin to the historical places at BALESTIER RD..haha..

1st Stop...Jln Ampas..lol!

Jlm Ampas got its name from the sugar cane plantations,

The malay word ampas tebu refers to the refuse of the crushed cane.

This is a the one n only building left for the studio.NO 8..

but too bad the pics aren't clear enuf..

Traditional Bakery

have been producing freshly baked tradional brown bread loaves for the past 50 yrs.

using the classic example of a bakery from the past..cool rite???

Theres still alot of places that we went to...n sad to say that i onli manage to get tiz few pics..as its already dark wen we reach to other places...

Finally i Pass!

2008-02-29T03:46:00.000+08:00

To MIZAHH...Thankiu so much 4 creating a wonderful blog 4 me....lup u lotz...haha...

hmmm...how do i start...well..can say Today was the MOST HAPPIEST DAY OF MA LIFE ..bcoz i finally PASS my prac 7 and book my TP...YEA YEA YEA!!! Traffic Police coming rite up..hehehehe...oh yah..to the instructor that took us 4 a circuit revision at 3.20 pm..thankiu so much...ur tips reali power beb...hahahahah!

hmm...lets see

2008-02-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hello...hello...hello..tiz is ma 1st time blogging..

still nt used to the functions yet...hehe..jgn mara..

2008-02-23T00:36:00.000+08:00

Here i go ....