These tears I've cried'

Sunday, July 27, 2008

26 April 2006 was the most happiest day of my life when finally i gt someone who can reali make my heart melt, happy whenever i c YOUR face, YOU are the one that i've been waiting for somene who i can share joy n tears together. YOU gave me the love that I've always wanted to but that happiness that i hope it will last turn out differently.

16 Nov 2007 the day that that YOU crushed my heart just like that.. just because YOU have somone elses behind my back.. i reali cant imagine that YOU did this to me..The promises that YOU made ..What YOU says on that day still clear in my mind. It hurt me deeply but i have no choice but to let YOU go." Dier lah satu2 nye lelaki yg aku kenalkan ngan family aku sebagai matair aku"

As day goes by.. I begin to get over YOU .I make myself bz with school work n hangout with fwenz n cuzzie..i guess im so lucky to have them by my side..i admit that being single is great as i can go anywhere i wanted n meet all my guys frenz as an when i want to..but somehw i do still miss YOU..though I've already move on. but whenever i heard any stories about YOU, receive a call from YOU i just cant resist it...i reali want to know abt YOU or hear Your voice eventhough it hurt me dat deep..

I just simply don't understand why YOU came back in my life, why must YOU call me every night to ask hows my life,why must YOU ask me out for a date even when YOU have someone elses. Why must YOU keep my photos when YOU can actually keep that MOTHER FUCKING BITCH photo.. Im so confused with my life nw..I just feel that im a total idiot..To cry for someone that don't even care about my feeling..Hope you get back whatever that YOU have done to me..Then You will realise..Hopefully..

I DO MISS YOU!!