These tears I've cried'

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Haiz....another stressful day of my life..went out wif anoi n kamal 2day to
bugis to take anoi's camera..coz miza cannot make it..so i have to replace
her..everything was fine until i received thiz fone call frm my mentor who call me n my mum n ask wat happen to me?..she want to meet me n my mum tomorrow..wat the hell sey..juz bcos i fail 2 module..she call my mum..den bcoz of that i have to stop my bike prac which i've been counting days to my TP..Y cant i juz be happy like others..y i always have a miserable life..i been pressurized n i need some space on my own..i need some freedom..i reali envy others that have such an understanding mother who noes wat they like n wat they dont..my mum is actually great..but sometimes she doesnt feel how i feel..n she dont agree to wat i like..having my own bike is wat i reali want..n its easier 4 me too having transport of my own..coz i was so into bike more than car...going 4 my bike prac having nothing got to do wif my studies..i always go whenever i end my class..Wat am i suppose to do nw?? how am i gonna tell my mum abt tiz? is she gonna understand me?? Please give me ans 4 tiz... :{